I wish things were simpler.
I wish that I could have my relationship back. I miss him everyday, it still hurts. Even when I feel completely happy I still hurt. I wish I could just blink and take everything back to how it was.
Life is okay, work is good, Ryder is amazing-the absolute light of my life, Rory and I aren’t fighting, josh and I are talking every now and then, school is starting again soon. I shouldn’t have any complaints. But I can’t help it. I want things to go back to the way they were.
I said I wanted you any way I could have you..
Maybe what I meant to say was I want it all back.